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I've had a crush on a person for a couple months now at IOP program and it was handled very badly by me by her and by some of the staff.
I know that next Wednesday I'll feel better.
Right now I don't feel good.
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Update:
I pray I had a misunderstanding with the staff about Olga. My counselor informed me yesterday that she didn't leave. But that she will be back Monday. Now I'm the one who feels like running.
Hmmm...
Still gotta process this.
I don't know if I can handle it either.
I wish I could have been able to handle it 3 months ago I would have saved myself a lot of grief.
My counselor is going to give Olga my phone number on Monday.
I'm either going to have to beat him to it or not show up on Monday haha.
But I don't want to be the same person I fear she was last week. Running away from problems.
I love her.
And I can't stand it.
And it's a deeper love than just a crush.