Jo wrote:

Tried to get help for depression several months ago.
No one there likes me.
The place where they promised no judgement ostracized me.
Where do I go now.
Found this board.
Anyone here?

Hey I'm so sorry I didn't come online sooner. Please come back Jo.
I hope you called a crisis line or something and you are still alive. I know it can be extremely and incredibly demoralizing when you try and going to get help somewhere and you feel like you got cheated out of it somehow. I too have gone through similar and that is why I've formed this process and this forum board. I too have been let down very seriously by Mental Health services and providers. I have learned the hard way that I am the most responsible for my mental health. And I also know that I am human and I need help and we all need it sometimes we can't always do everything alone. But we are not alone.
You're not alone. People are around you that you probably just haven't met them yet.
Or, maybe you may think you're not worthy of being liked so your brain is trying to protect you from getting hurt again? I don't know what's going through your mind. But I'm feeling a lot of emotional pain from this post from you. I don't want you to be alone with this pain.
I'm not a therapist or a doctor or a mental health provider but I am a peer who has been through incredible mental and emotional pain myself.
I'm sharing from my own experience and from my own insight from my own pain. Still even have my moments.
To give you a sense of hope and community there is an option if you don't feel like you can turn anywhere or you can do this in conjunction with the support that you already have. And I hope you do have support right now.

You can register or you can keep on coming here anonymously. I will try to be on more often.

I'm currently trying to find a free therapist and I can't find one so I understand how it feels to feel alone.

But we're not alone. There is 7.5 billion people on this planet.
How many of them have we met yet? Me?
All my peer love,
CEROL