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[quote=Admin]I can relate very much to the alcoholic that is trying to get and stay sober right now. I seem to have vacillate between avoiding and going towards it again too much. I want to use my drug of choice which was mentioned in my original post. Yet I really don't want to. I recoil from it like a hot flame and also long for it. I've been getting up at noon lately because I've been staying up late again. I want to avoid the pain. I know that addiction, in general, is from avoiding pain. More later.[/quote]