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[quote=Admin]I think this is going to turn into a Limerence journal this thread. My therapist at the program reached out to me and attempted to try and get me and Olga to connect and initially it was working out okay but then I had anxiety about it not working out because of my feelings for her. I'm not good at hiding my feelings and I didn't get a lot of support about coming out or about expressing myself at the program. So I'm thinking about once again ending it. Very seriously thinking about it. She was there today but walked past me again. She had called me last night and I had not been able to call her back for two reasons: fear of getting closer to her and it was also late too late to call her. So I was hoping I would see her today. Well I saw her but she didn't see me again. It's over I got to stop this before I have another nervous breakdown. Turquoise[/quote]