"...He will not grow weary..."
The reason I accepted God was because I was desperate enough.
The alternative was just to believe that only evil existed.
And evil means having no regard.
I'm desperately seeking on Something greater than me *that has regard for me and my fellows*.
Something bigger than me that can hold me up and help me stay alive until my time comes. And then when my time comes, to help me get through death and eternal life.
In Your name, amen.
Hebrews 11:6 - “But without faith [it is] impossible to please [Him]: for he who comes to God must believe that He is, and [that] He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him.”
Today I will be a diligent seeker.
Today I will not allow fear to take over.
My truth
Hans wrote:
This is profound.
This is profound.
Loving ourselves will help us heal. If we love ourselves, we're loving someone God loved. We're loving God's creation. We will know how to love others when we learn love and have it within ourselves. ♥️🤍💜♥️❤️🤍🙏🙏😍🕯️🤗
Blue wrote:
To correct.
Awesome 👍
To correct.
I want to heal so I can make up time I lost to the mental illness ---50 years!
DISCLAIMER:
MY PROCESS IS NOT A CHRISTIAN PROCESS IT IS ONLY AN INDIVIDUAL PROCESS THAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN MY MENTAL WELLNESS.
CAROL E.
The effects of covid have lasted a while now even though I have tested negative. My fatigue and some nausea and a trace of the cough and some sinus congestion are still there. Now, mind you, even before covid when I got this sick I usually stayed sick for a long time even after the acute stage.
So in desperation I prayed and I asked God to heal me one night before Christmas Day and he asked me this:
"JeanneCarol why do you want to be healed?"
That question threw me completely off balance even though I wasn't quite surprised that God would ask me that.
I immediately answered, "so I can celebrate Christmas."
Immediately I felt a chill and it wasn't from a fever.
It was a sense that God wanted me to re-examine my reason for living and for going on, therefore healing from my sickness.
Today I drew my conclusion.
My symptoms are better but I'm still very tired and nauseated after two full days of work and visiting my girlfriend and last night's grocery shopping.
I finally told God the reason why I wanted to be healed and it was this:
"I don't wish to go back to my old life of partying and nightlife."
So God wishes humility among humans and to do His work of love.
And to know the true meaning of Christmas.
Carol