DISCLAIMER:

MY PROCESS IS NOT A CHRISTIAN PROCESS IT IS ONLY AN INDIVIDUAL PROCESS THAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED IN MY MENTAL WELLNESS.
CAROL E.

The effects of covid have lasted a while now even though I have tested negative. My fatigue and some nausea and a trace of the cough and some sinus congestion are still there. Now, mind you, even before covid when I got this sick I usually stayed sick for a long time even after the acute stage.

So in desperation I prayed and I asked God to heal me one night before Christmas Day and he asked me this:
"JeanneCarol why do you want to be healed?"

That question threw me completely off balance even though I wasn't quite surprised that God would ask me that.

I immediately answered, "so I can celebrate Christmas."

Immediately I felt a chill and it wasn't from a fever.

It was a sense that God wanted me to re-examine my reason for living and for going on, therefore healing from my sickness.

Today I drew my conclusion.

My symptoms are better but I'm still very tired and nauseated after two full days of work and visiting my girlfriend and last night's grocery shopping.

I finally told God the reason why I wanted to be healed and it was this:

"I don't wish to go back to my old life of partying and nightlife."

So God wishes humility among humans and to do His work of love.

And to know the true meaning of Christmas.

Carol